LOVE IS POISON

Big bang finished and posted.

...What am I supposed to do now.

veilingofthesun posted this survey and I thought it was cool because 1) I get to talk about myself, and I like to talk about myself, and 2) I also get to know other people since I realize I know very little about some of my lj friends. Not that there's something bad about that, especially if we met through a fandom, but it'd be cool to find out more about each other, no?

So I copied here my answers, feel free to post your own survey in the comments. You can delete the parts you don't feel like answering, I left out some too because I didn't have anything interesting to say. :3

( My survey here! )

I feel much better now that I dropped one big bang, and after the change of plot the SPN one is going way more smoothly too. I just have to stop procrastinating and get some writing done. :| Sadly it's all in Italian and it's a crossover so I have little to no hope of finding a beta who will trudge through the 10k for me, it's though to switch back to Italian after years of writing everything in English.

So I spent yesterday afternoon and this morning in the new house, cleaning up. Yesterday we all went (minus my dad who's in Israel for work this week) and me and my sister brushed away tons of dust from four floors while my mum and my brother cleaned all the rotten leaves and branches in the courtyard. We threw away so much junk, it's ridic. The previous owner had some pretty low hygiene standards, by the way. We were all wearing plastic gloves because everything was so filthy and there were cobwebs everywhere. Also it was. So. Damn. Hot.
Aaand today I woke up early to do stuff so my mum recruited me to go and cut off some more ivy from the courtyard. There's a wall that's almost covered with ivy, which is pretty, but nobody has cut it for years and the ivy was spreading across the pavement, which is less pretty and more wtf how am I supposed to walk here. But we cut it back a lot and cleaned away all the dry leaves and now it looks way nicer. Aside from the... you know... HUGE AMOUNT OF DRY LEAVES AND DEAD BRANCHES NEATLY PILED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE COURTYARD THAT WE NEED TO GET RID OF.

Not much else to say. I should write my big bangs, but CERTAIN OTHER STUFF holds me back. Also the stupid kitten story has passed 4,000 views on AO3 and officially ruined me. Whatever else I write, no matter how much I like it or how well it's received, I'll always look back and be like YEAH BUT REMEMBER WHEN ONE NIGHT YOU WROTE A FIC ABOUT CHARLES AND ERIK AND KITTENS AND IT'S THE MOST POPULAR THING YOU'LL EVER WRITE. Kittens, man. I don't even have a cat.

Also I need to figure out what to do with those kittens links but later because now I want to be lazy.
http://blog.xuite.net/cross142/pokerjoker/47501930
http://blog.xuite.net/cross142/pokerjoker/47544043
http://www.diary.ru/~elga-v/p163977548.htm

Strange things are happening today. And I'm not talking about my submission for the pornathon this week, though, well, that's strange too. My muse derailed me into writing something totally different from what I had planned, which meant it came out all rambly and incoherent, and also 800 words so I had to cut 80 and I hate having to do cuts so I just kinda deleted paragraphs at random. Also when I realized I was at 700 words I hastily hurried to conclude but I'd barely written any porn, so. Basically, I wrote pornless porn. IDK IDK.

Also I found myself in my wips too derpworthy to live folder and found a complete fic. For Ace Attorney. I'm not even in the fandom any more. I think I wrote it for the kink meme over a year ago and then didn't post it because it went in a different way from the prompt. Or because I was ashamed of the porn. WHICH IDK SELF IT'S A KINK MEME. Whatever, I no longer have shame and I need the wordcount for fiumidiparole so I'm doing some quick editing and posting.

But the point of this post is another. I might or might not have accidentally signed up for an X-Men Big Bang. (Hint: I did.)
Nobody commented on my ~totally awesome idea for an AU but I'm writing it anyway, haha. Ha. OH GOD WHAT AM I DOING. YOU SHOULD ALL JOIN AND SUPPORT ME BECAUSE I FEEL MY SANITY SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY ALREADY AND I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE IN THIS.
xmenbigbang. There should probably be a pretty banner but I can't find it and I'm sleepy and lol whatever, I can pimp properly later.

What else did I forget about? There's the Tourney of the Hand over at westerosorting and I still haven't recovered from Hogsmeade, I'm all excited about Pottermore even though we know next to nothing about it yet, and I fell in love with One Cell In The Sea. It's probably the only album I've ever listened to in order, without skipping tracks, multiple times. Hearts in my eyes. ♥

Back to editing shameful porn now.