What the fuck am I supposed to do.

[renrenren3]

After a week I finally got an answer from my thesis advisor. More or less he said, "okay, carry on with what you've been doing". What I've been doing is flailing around because I have no guidelines. I tried asking if I should add figures or examples or anything concrete, but nothing. FFS IS IT SO HARD TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO??

Also I still have one exam left.

Also I'm stressed.

Also FML.

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I can't even be happy that Glee is on tonight because it means time is passing. Likewise with Game of Thrones airing in five weeks. I can't count down to April 17 when I have to count down to the deadline for my thesis or my last exam.
Me and my sister also talked my brother into watching Glee. I'm not sure it worked since he was also playing a game while watching the Pilot. But it's kind of therapeutic for me. I can turn off my brain and don't even have to worry about the plot.
Last night I watched some more Misfits. Got up to the part when Simon is a BAMF.
...♥

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Okay, I calmed down and have a battle plan. For now I'm gonna study some more cryptography. I read 50 pages this morning and have "just" 500 more. Then this afternoon I'm going to blatantly copy some formulas from the reference book and try to crank out the next chapter as quickly as possible. If everything I do is "okay" regardless of the effort I put into it, there's no point agonizing over every single paragraph. I'll have time later to fix whatever sucks.

Comments

[redjumper.livejournal.com]

What is that shit? They should be helping you!

GOOD LUCK SWEETIE, YOU CAN DO IT!

[renrenren3]

MTE, I'm disappointed... I had a course with this professor a couple of years back and he didn't seem like this at all. :|

[bizarre-esque.livejournal.com]

What Emma said!

[renrenren3]

Thanks bb.

[renrenren3]

Sigh. I just want to graduate in time and avoid paying another year's worth of tuition.

Haha yes, I'm up to page 117 now... Our textbooks can be used to kill people. Good luck with those papers!

[batgurl88]

Good luck with the battle plan! I'm rooting for you! <3

[renrenren3]

Thanks bb! ♥

[dance-thrulife.livejournal.com]

Geeze, why isn't your adviser giving your more. Good luck with the rest of it!

[renrenren3]

IDK, it's kind of depressing. Hopefully I can still graduate. >>

[denija.livejournal.com]

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOUR ADVISOR? HE'S CALLED ADVISOR FOR A REASON. >_> But I agree with Emma - you can do it! ♥ *cheers with pompoms*

[renrenren3]

I THINK HE'S A LAZY BUM. But I shall fight on!

[amaranthine3.livejournal.com]

Omg, this advisor is horrible! He should help you, give some guidelines because how can you know how to write it all by yourself? Maybe you should try talking to him again and tell him that you have some problems? Or does your library maybe have some thesis from previous years and lets students view them? We have something like that here, that's why I know what my thesis should look like (layout and everything).

I hope you'll make it, good luck! *hugs*