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so. earthquake last friday. i'm fine, didn't even feel it tbh, but our phones are down until wednsday at least. typing one handed because i'm at a bar with free wifi rn so also trying not to spill cappuccino on laptop. did i mention there's a snow storm outside. had a minor breakdown one hour ago bc i realized nevermind friends, everyone i fucking know is in another city and i'm stuck inside my house all day bc i'm studying for an exam on friday and i'm so fucking alone. except when i have internet i don't realize it because there's lj and chat and whatever but without internet i'm just cut off and can't cry rn because i'm in public fuck fuck fuck.

ok now let me post this shit here bc without internet all i did for the past four nights was write fic and there's a deadline in 8 hours nbd.

( let me dump some fics here )